When you are not around~

~Just 2 month you go back...I start feel unconformable in my life, y like that? Sometime i plan myself some activity to release my tension, but in the end i always think too much... Yesterday (your birthday), i feel very pressure and i cant get u when i call, i feel very worried and i have no alternative to do something. Feel that myself useless cant do anything until i hear your Voice, i just can clam down. I did not angry you,i just worry that what happen with you, now realise that You can make me carzy. Wish you happy 21th birthday~

Today, know that you are starting to do your assigment, so i better dun take your too much. Must hardworking ya~^_^
This month, i lose my direction again...lolz~ because of my sales under expectation. I think i am not good enough, mybe need to put more effort to do marketing. Life is not easy, sometime feel tired, need some petrol station to add some petrol~hehe. Now my petrol station move to Aus d, i need it very much~ miss it very much~
I also will help you to add petrol, please forgive me if some time my petrol station no petrol jor...hehe! Hope you can understand, do take care urself~ I am here stil provide petrol for you and waiting for you~ 你是我的精神糧柱！
Love you now and ever~ miss you~

HATYAI

Who are them? nice and pretty right? Hehe, they was our fellow b4 oh... I am taking with Female JJ Lim. lolz~

Today i just came back from Hatyai...I go there pray and take a notic from there~

THE NUMBER 6

Do not panic. Do not keep changing your mind.

You will eventually succeed, though it seems

unfavorable at present. Good fortune envisaged.

Outstanding debts refundable. All matters are fine

in general. Patient recovering. Likely to find a nice

mate who could become a good match.

云 先 眼 闲
行求 开 取 前 事 阴
人财 见 其 未 遲 宿行不尾 聖

到有 月 长 逐 疑 解 客人寒兴 聖

便须亦头

病婚 依 后 日 言 曰 寻且不相 第

人姻 旧 取 后 三 村止温似 六

安好 光 其 遇 语 号

辉 短 时 四

人的痛苦

人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。 如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。 好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。 你随时要认命，因为你是人。 这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。 你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。 每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。 当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？ 根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？ 忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。 永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。 得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。 这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。 不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。 你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。 时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！ 不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。 感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。 当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。 如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。 恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。 你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。 世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。 学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。 成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。 发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。 你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。 爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。 人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。 如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

~FAMILY~

Today is a new sunday for me again~feel fresh for myself, but abit hate today coz tmr is a new working day again...always sit in front of computer attend customer, attend customer and attend customer~abit boring with my job, but how? stil need to work, it become a habit? or this is what we should walk in our life...Every week, the time i stay in office more than i stay in my home, my home now is just for sleep, even lunch and dinner also eat at outside, i feel that i am far from my home d, my office is my second home d...Just YOU can make me feel as home~ I feel that sometime i am over concren my job until ignore my family, even my mum go genting for 2 day until she come back, i just asking her: you just want to go genting? lolz~she scold me say that even she no come back home for 2 day, i also not realize~I am sorry, this is my fault, i overlook d~This is bcoz that i am too busy for my office work until i seldom chit chat with them, even we are stay in same house, sometime never have chance to meet with each other coz when i come bek from work, they already sleep, when i wake up for work they already go out for breakfast... I mean this situation just happen sometimes~work and family really need to balance the time we spend, but i really have alot of work to do, i think should say that there is non-finish work for me to do, unlimited work~Sometime i feel insomnia, when i closed my eyes, everything come out in mind to remind me that tmr i need to do what, meet what customer, go where~ alot of thing to remember, lucky i am not my manager~i guess that she is more suffer than what i imagine~I can tell you that, this is not a good choice for selected this job~If you ask me; are you regret? I also duno how to tell you, just want to learn and gain experience, but if you already choose this profession~you cant run out from this kind of work environment already~think before select it~
I cant imagine if i got my own family, how can i spend my time for them? As my manager, female that have 3 litter children, she really a aggressive and competant person that i never meet before and i admire her as a model for learning. She work late until 10 somthing, and always get scold by her husband, lucky she got her mother in law to take care the children and home. Sometime, her husband ask her to fetch their children back from tuition or school, example end time 4pm, she will do her work until 5-30pm just call to mind that she have to fetch the children, be her children also pitty lo. And also 1 time i must emphasize is she can work whole day until forget her lunch and dinner, this was always happen. In the end, I just mention that we have to manage our time, money can earn but family cannot...Please spend more time with your family, dun always work and work, take care your health. Lastly, Happy Father Day for you all~

Love & Friendship~

Love & Friendship~which 1 you prefer? or same 50-50, 60-40, or 40-60??? Many couple are argue this kind of stupid question, many couple break also bcoz of tis....lolz~This is depend on situation to make compare to love & frenship. For me, I prefer fexible switch the %, some time 100% to partner, some time 100% to frens...But normally for most male, they almost 100% to their galfrenz, coz my got many frenz all like tis, they make me disgusted. I am not jelouse that they always with their partner, just hate that they will find you when their galfrenz are busy, no time to accompany them. I will not entertain them if they seldom contact, when they need your assist, they will come~or when they break with their galfrenz...they will full time contact you. Tis kind of people will let me perli 99 when they wanna join us...Some time more seriouse is when they got galfrenz, totally disappear until they break down with they galfrenz, you will be surprise when see them stil stay alive in tis world~lolz~not perli you my frenz, just speak out my heart word. Maybe tis is just my single opinion, just some people let me feel like that...sorry to say that if you are the category of them. Love is important, but frenship is more important then it. You dunno until when you can stay with you partner, but frenship is forever until you dead. Some1 more stupid, kill their frenzship bcoz of their love, if he/she break down with their partner, i will be the 1st one laughing~lolz. Just wan to share that whatever we choose, we just need to equilibrium, simple word is balance to each 1 la... we care about our love also our frenzship lo... but tis is depend ur own individual character, some people get hust by lover b4, will think that frenzship good lo, however betray by frenz sure treat that their lover like angle~better stay in between lo, selfish abit, love yourself more then other, then you will not be hurt deeply lo... Think yourself la~thank ya~

My 1st Blog

This is my 1st blog, before that i see many people posting their happiness, sadness, memory to share with public... but i think this is a good way to speak out ur internal heart thinking... every person got their own story, maybe share out will let someone feel better~for me, i have no time to do tis, but wat am i doing now? bloging? or wasting my to type a msg? Now i can feel it when i am typing, is not same with my office computer... coz here i can type wat i like, feel relax when typing here...

Now i think i am lost myself, i feel like robot in my life...go work, meet customer, eat, then sleep... everyday doing the same thing, just some time special get scold by my manager, but is ok...every thing will be fine after day by day... y we work? for money? for career? for future? or this is the step that everyone must do? Now i realize that we just waiting time to past aways, bad word is waiting dead...in our life, got happiness , sadness, but are you realize that ur memory just come out with the sadness, we seldom remember our happiness...that y this is call memory~

Talk all rubbish in top just now, just come out my mind thinking... What is LOVE? izzit 2 people love each other then is LOVE? for me, L.O.V.E is easy to write it out, but it got alot of hidden complicated... No 1 can get their sweet love whole of their life, bcoz of society, family, environment....The 100% pure love is when you are young, nothing to consider when you loving some 1, just depend ur 1st feeling to love someone~but sad, coz it would not be long... y some people can maintain their pure love relationship until 10years then they get married? This is wat you want? Or you want to come after work, then just depend ur position or salary to get ur beloved? that is not a simple true love, that is materialistic love... bad word is make use of each other...When some 1 get rich, how bad are him also get people admire...if someone are poor, even she/he do any good thing, no people will treart them friendly...this is wat now the society~

ok la , write so many also not include my main issue~ so tired to write tis, but let me feel relax after doing tis....lolz, see ya